“I am unworthy of all the kindness and faithfulness you have shown your servant. I had only my staff when I crossed this Jordan, but now I have become two camps.” –Genesis 32:10
Jacob was nervous on the night before he encountered his brother Esau for the first time in twenty years. He had reason to be. The last time he’d seen Esau, Jacob had just stolen his blessing. Esau was angry enough to kill, so Jacob ran away from home in order to stay alive.
But Jacob learned some things in twenty years away. As he prepared to renew his acquaintance with his brother, he prayed.
As I read his prayer this morning, I noted Jacob’s approach. First, he tells God that he is returning to his people, including Esau, because God told him to and because God promised to take care of him. In other words, “Lord, You led me to this place. I’m trusting You to keep Your promise.” (See Genesis 32:9.) When we’re acting in obedience, remembering that God is control of the outcome is a good thing to do. God never forgets this, but our verbal affirmation of His role in the operation is significant. It shows our submission to His will, and our decision to trust.
Next, Jacob remembers where he came from and compares it to where he now is, giving God all the credit for the changes in his life. This was the part of the prayer that most caught my attention. Instead of starting out by presenting his urgent request for safety, Jacob praises God for what He’s already done. What’s more, he notes that God chose to bless Jacob not because of anything Jacob had done to make himself worthy of God’s favor, but just because God wanted to.
I wonder if that part of the prayer was more for Jacob’s good than for God. Jacob stated the facts beautifully, and God surely deserved to hear those words from Jacob’s mouth, but Jacob needed to acknowledge those facts, to own up to his shortcomings and to express gratitude for God’s grace. That done, Jacob could present his urgent request for safety with confidence. (See Genesis 32:11.) God had already done so much for Jacob just because He wanted to. Jacob could move forward in trust that God would continue the work He had begun.
- What are you concerned about today?
- What has God already done for you?
- Where have you come from and where are you now?
- What are you most grateful for?
- What work in you has God begun?
- Where is He leading now?
- How can you show God that you trust Him with your life?
Father, help us to recall where we’ve been, to trace the path You’ve brought us on so far, and to recognize where we are. We are thankful for all You have done. As You lead us into the future, we have the confidence in You we need to trust. Thank You, Lord. Amen.
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